(I WAS HOLDING ONTO A CLIP WITH MY LIPS)

FLEAAAAAAAAAA HEEHEEHEE. Omg. I find happiness in splurging at fleas^^ buying fuckn awesome stuffzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz yayayayayay. Wanted to buy shirts for you babe but they were all exxxxxx :/ soz.

Oh god, I saved money too! :) hehehehehe super happy. I'm looking forward to th next splurgeflea:) wheeeeee! haha. BTW. Some people know that I've got a list of fancyful shitz that I want to get, and after today, I cancelled 3 of my list. ISN'T THAT GREAT? :D

Ok anyway, I got like 4 blisters again, boo me. And met up with couz at night, love them as much as I love van, xh, dor^^

Waiting for someone's call, don't think it's coming so, g'nighttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.

Big Lesson. You, liar. I, naive.

1st, 2nd, 3rd.

Days go by slowly, it sucks, whatmore th process is horrible. What's happening is utter bull. I've never thought that we'd end up like this, never. You aren't thinking right at all! Or else, you won't be like that, no one ever will. Ugh, wtf.

Anyway, in this past month, I've learnt a lot about you. Even though we've not met for 3 weeks(which apparantly, doesn't bother you a bit). Ha. 3 weeks, still able to celebrate our "being together"? It's close to a month. Might as well not.

I've been feeling rather tired and worn out lately, I don't know why. I've been crying, yes I have and headaches are killing meeeee. :/ fuck, I don't want this to happen again, it's either it gets settled or......... WHATEVER.

400 bucks for free is good enough for me right now. Ciao.

Saturday, Sunday & Monday has been day out & The Cathay. Movies+Food+Girls+Awesomeness! :) hahahhaa. G.I.Joe was great. Orphan SUCKED. Sucked ballz. I swear I swear lolol :/ I wna watch "here Got Ghost?" can we faster watch it vannnnnnn : and we took so many pictures on sunday, I can't even remember when was th last time I had so much fun doing so! :)

Really wanna go out with all of them again! Especially with Serene, Balqis&Lydia around! :)
drinkdrinkdrink after eoys:)

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Anyway, this post is specially for this 3 bitches^^ honestly, after everything that we've gone through this year, studies, shitz and all, they're th ones who have really kept me sane all this while, and smiling every single time. They listen, they give advice. ESPECIALLY GOOD HUGS! :) HAHAHA. We've never talked to one another much before, but I guess retaining has been a blessing in disguise, to our studies & this friendship. I really do love them!

Xh for her low IQ(HAHA KIDDING), her childishness & happy-go-lucky attitude. Dorisa for her r'ship advices and hugzz. Van for just clowning around and smacking reality back into my face everytime I drift fucking far away & HER FUCKING IMBA HP CAMERA (Y). You bitchz are truly number one, sibei AI ZAI k. HAHAHAHA. Don't feel like ponning school as much anymorez hehehehe.

See y'all tmrwwwwwww, ciaooooooooo :)

Have me at gunpoint.

Wore my oxford heels to tuition today^^ happyness heh. But soon, I developed a huge blister whilst gg to cwp to get a cake for daddy. Ouchouchouch. I had to beg them for th cake coz it's daddy's birthday and I really wanted one but had not enough cash :( she gave in! :) THANK YOU LADY(even though you said no for like th first 5 mins), she was real nice about it, th other staffs too, they couldn't agree at first coz it was a fixed price, so thank God! :) hahhaa.

I feel fuckyky. I want to hug you bad. Yes you, no one else. :ooooooooooooooooooo

Ears blocked.

SOSOSOSO HAPPY FOR TESTZ TODAYYY ^^ HAHHAHAA. HOPE I GET A FOR MATH :)

Too can't wait for saturday! :) Going out with X,V,D :) let's just go crazy after tmrw's papers la kkkkkkkkkkkkk. ahhahahahaha.

Long gone.

Had a first ever study session with S&L today! :) not bad, finished studying SS. I'm lost for lit. Idk how to start!!!!! Omgggggggggg how :/ I can only afford to fail geog&chi. Rahhhhhhh. Ok, I generally feel fine these past few days :) surprisingly, hahhahahaa. AH having tuition overload again. Have no time for nothing rah.

Right now, I only have one person in mind. Omggggggggggggggggggggggggg lol. Izzit a hint?? :/

I wna flea. Ok no. I wna shop, rather. :) :) :) can't wait. Random time, my fingers got burnt ytd :( pain laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Rah.

And oh! This is my twittascope for today :
There could be something weird going on today with respect to an existing relationship or a sudden attraction to a new one. Either way, it's helpful for you to remove your rose-colored glasses prior to what happens, and not after it. It's crucial now for you to see things as they are and not how you want them to be.

Hi. Damnsianxz. Studying again tmrw. I wonder if not seeing me bothers you or not. Face th fact, your friends ARE more impt to you, so you told a lie from th start. I'm such a fool just believing you. Can't believe myself. Anyway, I'm not gna say anything to you anyway. Simply can't be bothered.

OH YES. I WALKED HOME TODAY.
HAPPILY.
HHAHAAHAHHAH :)

Goodbye my hopeless dream.

12 hours of sleep last night ^^ teehee so happy hahahahahah. Nothing makes me happier than long hours of sleep. I think th shot cut to my satisfaction is death! Th truthhhhhhhhhhh.

Had oral today, only classmates and mummy asked me how was it :( why no one care about me one huhuh. lolol jkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk :) godddddd I really am hopeful. Hope I can pass k, Mrs Jacob was like -.- at first but she was like :) at th end, so I *TWIST MY FINGERS* hope for th best!

This week is just SO PACKED. Ugh, I hardly have time for anything, and when I manage to make time for people and things, it all fails -.- really ah. I shouldn't anymore until it's like 100%-guarantee-plus-chop confirmed.

SUNDAY IS ONCE AGAIN, TH FLEA MARKET THINGY WHERE I'LL BE HAVING A STALL WITH VC&VAN SO ALL MUST GO K. REMINDERREMINDERLIKEEVERYDAYK:B

&&&&&&&cant wait for this saturday&next!! COZCOZ this saturday gg out with B&L&S & we gg to walkwalkwalk to many places, check out stuffz. Then next saturday is action time :):) you'll see me with extra sth, or less of sth? Heh, we so happyyyy :)

HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY

:) POA was th bombz. Really. We got so bored, we only thought of ditching th class for library. Hahahahha, we did it. Or rather, Serene did it.

Serene : Teacher, can we go to the library?
Teacher(about there): Yeah, sure, just go. No point in staying here if you're going to fidget and not learn. Distracting the class and distracting me. So if you want to go, just go to the library.
(Some of us discussdiscuss then...)

12 stood up and left. Really half of th class left, after excluding th absentees and non-POA students. H.i.l.a.r.i.o.u.s.I.S.w.e.a.r.

THAT'S ALL FOLKS HEE :)

Alrightyyyyyyyy. People! All must come to th flea market held for th FIRST TIME @ St. James this Sunday ok!! It's from 12pm-4pm so y'all better show your faces ah! hahahahhaha. COME LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. K?! :B

Ima be there with vc&van& other people's stuffz, so pleezplz support k? :) NINI YOU BETTER GO HEH. Anyhooza, just got done with tuition.

Rah kill me now got so many tuition I stress want die and dont feel like using comma cause this is how my life is on and on and then it gets boring and hard to understand(read in this case).

Okkkkkk I cant wait for SATURDAY, gg out with B,L,S :) whee ^^ omg and aug 8 too! Im gna get it baby. \m/ cantwaitcantwait. k nao i wann l4dddddd :8) HAHAHAHA HIPPO FACE.

lolllllllllllllllllllllllllllll ^^

P.S: omg have been seeing my ex-crushes this 2 weeks, I so knew that I was gna see N this week, and I did, TODAY. Who's next man, A hasn't surfaced since 5 months ago. Or is it K? I alrdy saw T's name in a L4D server&trust me his nick isnt common. Hmm, I got to find out who G is, last week.. met up with M, saw JJJJJ :):):), has been 3 years oh god. Havent seen S since idkwhen lol. Another, H, he's like faraway. Or J? He's attached! :) happy for you asshole. Or J? My first ever lolol..................................................... seems like alot right rofl, but noooooooooo, it's not hehe, took place over th last three years kkkk. Mutual love between us friendzzz. that's all :)

See, my smile so fake alrdy :(

"I saw your face, in a crowded place, and I don't know what to do...
Guess I'll never be with you."

Sighhhhhhh

He makes an effort to spend time with you

"If you enjoy being in someone's company, you will naturally want to spend more time with that person"
...
"If he doesn't, do ask yourself why would he even be asking you to go into any sort of a mutually exclusive relationship."

Why don't you answer this question for me?

Anywayzzzzzzzz, I'm gg out nowwwwww ^^ I want to hug my baobeiixzxzxzxzxz LOL.