12 hours of sleep last night ^^ teehee so happy hahahahahah. Nothing makes me happier than long hours of sleep. I think th shot cut to my satisfaction is death! Th truthhhhhhhhhhh.

Had oral today, only classmates and mummy asked me how was it :( why no one care about me one huhuh. lolol jkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk :) godddddd I really am hopeful. Hope I can pass k, Mrs Jacob was like -.- at first but she was like :) at th end, so I *TWIST MY FINGERS* hope for th best!

This week is just SO PACKED. Ugh, I hardly have time for anything, and when I manage to make time for people and things, it all fails -.- really ah. I shouldn't anymore until it's like 100%-guarantee-plus-chop confirmed.

SUNDAY IS ONCE AGAIN, TH FLEA MARKET THINGY WHERE I'LL BE HAVING A STALL WITH VC&VAN SO ALL MUST GO K. REMINDERREMINDERLIKEEVERYDAYK:B

&&&&&&&cant wait for this saturday&next!! COZCOZ this saturday gg out with B&L&S & we gg to walkwalkwalk to many places, check out stuffz. Then next saturday is action time :):) you'll see me with extra sth, or less of sth? Heh, we so happyyyy :)

HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY

:) POA was th bombz. Really. We got so bored, we only thought of ditching th class for library. Hahahahha, we did it. Or rather, Serene did it.

Serene : Teacher, can we go to the library?
Teacher(about there): Yeah, sure, just go. No point in staying here if you're going to fidget and not learn. Distracting the class and distracting me. So if you want to go, just go to the library.
(Some of us discussdiscuss then...)

12 stood up and left. Really half of th class left, after excluding th absentees and non-POA students. H.i.l.a.r.i.o.u.s.I.S.w.e.a.r.

THAT'S ALL FOLKS HEE :)

Alrightyyyyyyyy. People! All must come to th flea market held for th FIRST TIME @ St. James this Sunday ok!! It's from 12pm-4pm so y'all better show your faces ah! hahahahhaha. COME LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. K?! :B

Ima be there with vc&van& other people's stuffz, so pleezplz support k? :) NINI YOU BETTER GO HEH. Anyhooza, just got done with tuition.

Rah kill me now got so many tuition I stress want die and dont feel like using comma cause this is how my life is on and on and then it gets boring and hard to understand(read in this case).

Okkkkkk I cant wait for SATURDAY, gg out with B,L,S :) whee ^^ omg and aug 8 too! Im gna get it baby. \m/ cantwaitcantwait. k nao i wann l4dddddd :8) HAHAHAHA HIPPO FACE.

lolllllllllllllllllllllllllllll ^^

P.S: omg have been seeing my ex-crushes this 2 weeks, I so knew that I was gna see N this week, and I did, TODAY. Who's next man, A hasn't surfaced since 5 months ago. Or is it K? I alrdy saw T's name in a L4D server&trust me his nick isnt common. Hmm, I got to find out who G is, last week.. met up with M, saw JJJJJ :):):), has been 3 years oh god. Havent seen S since idkwhen lol. Another, H, he's like faraway. Or J? He's attached! :) happy for you asshole. Or J? My first ever lolol..................................................... seems like alot right rofl, but noooooooooo, it's not hehe, took place over th last three years kkkk. Mutual love between us friendzzz. that's all :)

See, my smile so fake alrdy :(

"I saw your face, in a crowded place, and I don't know what to do...
Guess I'll never be with you."

Sighhhhhhh

He makes an effort to spend time with you

"If you enjoy being in someone's company, you will naturally want to spend more time with that person"
...
"If he doesn't, do ask yourself why would he even be asking you to go into any sort of a mutually exclusive relationship."

Why don't you answer this question for me?

Anywayzzzzzzzz, I'm gg out nowwwwww ^^ I want to hug my baobeiixzxzxzxzxz LOL.

Brushing all my thoughts away, slowly. Changes will be made. Slowly reverting back to my old life, if you know what I mean. Anyway, I'm really not gna give a shit to people/things that bring me down nowadays. I'm gna be happy again! Ok, I hope I do.. :/

L4D-ed for 3 hours ytd wth van, met cass and we caught Harry Potter, it really isn't boring really. Met Mario at night, has been long since we last met. Funny how people dont change, hahha.

Flea with van today again, had no mood really but I managed to get 2 awesome tops :) hoho can't wait for aug 2nd's! I'm really gna start living my life, my way now.

P.S: Sorry, I've tried. We're not gna be as close anymore, but I'm learning to accept th fact.

I want to make things right, it's up to you if you want to now, really.

Stumbled upon this while blog-hopping, take a look!

“ Wait for the person who pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of person who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person ; wait for the person who will be your best friend, the only person who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances, for the person who makes you smile like no one else
and when they smile you know they need you. Wait for the person who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats and a tee shirt, but appreciates it when you get dressed up for them. And most of all, wait for the person who will put you up at the center of their universe, because that’s where you belong."

I'm off to tuition now! BYE.

confucius

Idk how am I supposed to confess to my mummy that I lost one side of my contact lens :( I'm so afraid that she'll scold me. It'll cost me 110 bucks to replace one ok!! ShemurderIscream lolol. Coz of my current temp lens, my eyes are slowly swelling up, like last time! Ugh, I don't want eye infectionz :( howhowhow?

I've got so many things on my mind right now, and definitely many things to say to match it up. I can't find th right words though... However, I feel that I'm not being me. I want to say what I like, and at that, say what I feel is right. I'm trying to make things work, can't you tell? Don't know if it applies to you as well but whatever, srsly.

Meeting once a week? Hello? Anyone who is experiencing this as well?? Please tell me. I bet no one does though. I dont like it, I hate it. Really. Not like you're schooling or working or anything, you're practically doing nothing, so I don't see a reason why we can't meet. Anyway, I don't want to be called naggy or get scolded again, so I'll just shut up.

Srsly, any other girl being treated like that as well?
Unfair.

Anyhoo, I'm not gg to school tmrw! ^^ yayayay friday too, hahahahahhahahaa. CANT WAIT FOR WHAT'S TAKING PLACE ON FRIDAY :) :)

Bummed that I didn't get to watch Harry Potter as planned, but Obsessed turned out alright! :) Ali is one hot, good actress & Beyonce is one hot, good fighting bitch! Y'all should totally go catch it, it's not too bad. But halfway through th show, I just wanted to walk out. There's sth about these kinda "affair" shows thingy that makes me unable to sit still. Hate it.

Anyway, th day started out horribly, but throughout it all, it flowed smoothly and quickly like th blood of a second-day menses. Ok ewwwwww :/ cant believe I just said that, but it's so true! :B hahhahahhaha. People just kept making me giggle and laugh today. IDK WHY. BUT I LOVE IT.

I want happiness. I want to be happy again! Please oh please make me happy someone, anyone!

Random stuff, but I want to be proposed to atop th Eiffel Tower with a sentence that goes like this "Je t'aime, veux-tu m'epouser?" :) :) :) oh god oh god oh god.

I love dreaming but pleaseplease make it real!

Really really suffering :( :( saw a doctor earlier on, again, and th doctor gave me another 2 days of mc. I pray I really do get better :( I need a miracle, actually no, I just need rest.

J'ai besoin d'aide.

15 minutes since I've came home from school. Sickkkkkkkk. I can't stand it! My throat hurts like mad & I keep coughing. Now, I have flu. Best. Just give me H1N1 alrdy :/

I can't finish my food and I'm reallyreally tired. Couldn't sleep properly last night. And this is th first time that I attended school for 1+ hours :o I need to shit now, byeeeeeee :(