Today is a FUCKED UP day.

Everything went wrong. EVERYTHING.

1. Attacked by 1 cat, 1 rat, 3 cockroaches, 1 fly, 2 stray dogs, 1 wasp. (Shuyi and I)

2. Didn't wake up in time to pick my boy up from camp.

3. Our plans for dinner got ruined by his parents :/

4. My BB hot key came out.

5. Another fucking roach appeared and jumped onto my bed.

Hate today.

But, I love how Jordan and I love each other so much <3

Picked my boy up from camp today :) he had 4 hours of "Night out" :) we spent it fairly good.

Army took him away from me AGAIN though :( PLEASE JORDAN'S INSTRUCTOR, DON'T GIVE HIM EXTRA ):

I've been wandering around the house all night,

wondering what the hell to do.

Yeah, I'm trying to concentrate, but all I can think of is you.

Well the phone don't ring 'cause my friends ain't home,

I'm tired of being all alone.

Got the tv on 'cause the radio's playing

songs that remind me of you.

Baby when you're gone, I realize I'm in love.

Days go on and on, and the nights just seem so long.

Even food don't taste that good, drink ain't doing what it should.

Things just feel so wrong, baby when you're gone.

I keep driving up and down these streets,

trying to find somewhere to go.

Yeah I'm looking for a familiar face,

but there's no one I know.

Oh, this is torture, this is pain,

it feels like I'm gonna go insane.

I hope you're coming back real soon,

'cause I don't know what to do.

Baby when you're gone, I realize I'm in love.

Days go on and on, and the nights just seem so long.

Even food don't taste that good, drink ain't doing what it should.

Things just feel so wrong, baby when you're gone.

I love you, Jordan :):):):)

J♥rdan

He may have his flaws, but I love him all the same.
The amount of love I have for him does not fluctuate.

Jordan Goh Yong Chun is the Best I Ever Had.

Disappointment

Neglected this blog for a while till I saw his, I just had to post something up.

So now I'm living the dream however, he picked up smoking and it feels somewhat like a catastrophe.

Disappointed. I really am. I care but it's not up to me ultimately.

I've grown too numb to all this acts of disappointment. It either gets better or worse. We're not even 1:Eternity of the way there yet.

Ciao.

When is he gna reply me :( this sucks, I hate waiting!

Gna play L4D2 while waiting for Shuyi to come!

Just watched, Tangled. Moved me to tears :(

Sigh, all 3 of them have moved on. This sucks, for me.

Was soooooooooooo bored, I decided to purchase Left 4 Dead 2 via Steam! :)

It's now mine, BUT GUESS WHAT?

Downloading the game takes 8 hours and 13 minutes...........................................................

And I thought the game could help me kill time, see the irony?

Just watched "Mean Girls" for the umpteenth time, and from what I've learnt, "Mean Girls 2" has already been shown! Downloading it right this moment :)

Oh my, this guy that I recently met is so alluring. Something about him entices me......... mmm.... Nothing is happening though :( it's really so sad. Deciding if I should sleep after this.......... such a touch decision to make sigh :(

"That's why her hair is so big, it's full of secrets." - The Mean Girls