I hope I get into a hospital so he can visit me. hehehaha. I bet if he knows I'm sick, he'll visit! :) sighhhhhhhhhhhh :/

Anyway, th clinic I went to wasnt a surgical clinic or whatever, they cant check if I've that, so, I'll just live like that for now :)

On th plus side, I've got a mc! Teachers tmrw, eat my shitttttttttt :) ahhahahahahhaa. I can stay home, hopefully he comes. Or else. Ha.

21 guns, this song makes me think of -----. (Y)

I feel so sick now :( it started off with me just being super lethargic, tired, shaggy and all. And then I th headache came. Th SUPERSUPERBAD headache. My head felt so heavy, as if I store gold bars in my skull. Had problems walking at my normal speed, couldnt cough(I have cough) & I have a sore throat. NEITHER COULD I LAUGH :( rah.

Now, I have muscle aches & fever of temperature, 39.1°C.

I FEEL HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What if I get H1N1? oo, hospital! ^^ hahahahhahhaha. Stupid I know. Sigh, hope I get a MC.

Doctor pleezzzzzzzzzz? You look like a picture today! :B

So, so sad. Sigh. Emotions overload. :(

(I do swear that I'll always be there.
I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow, for better, for worse,
I will love you with every beat of my heart.)

From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

I LOVE YOU SASI :)

♥♥♥♥♥

lanoitomE

I have a sprained leg :( it's so so pain. I dont even know how it happened. &&& I've got th menses on heavy flow mode :( :( Anyway, I just came back from "thinking" session, an hour or more. It's happening again, I want it to go away. Sigh, why I so emo. I really need someone who can stand, understand, (know how to)cheer me up. Better still, rush over just coz I'm sad so we can snog and all :)

Wishful thinking. Life's a bitch.

Katy Perry - Thinking Of You. When I broke up with my ex and met this other guy, T, I could so relate to that song. Now when I think back, I feel very sad. He was very nice to me, treated me good and all. Too good, I took him for granted, too much niceness. Hurt him did I. Regret, but it's good, I'm learning to appreciate my love now. I know I will. But I need to do something right now.

T, I know you wont see this, but I need to hug you at least, my apologies. Really hope we stay friends forever.

Omggggggg, I srsly cant stand myself, I need someone who can. Oh and I'm gg to ask all my nearby friends out alrdy IDC, school friends all live purple line, so farrrrrr. Vc simei, further -.- M, K, B, K WHEN CAN Y'ALL GO OUT, v long never meet alrdyyyyyyyyyyyyy. hahahahahahaha gg out with 2 of them this week though :) ok happy alrdy.

I need to go to france, pronto.

Beyonce ftw, always. Tribute to MJ.

Went out with baby today :) my mood was relatively good throughout! ahahhaha. I just kept smiling th whole time, mostly coz I got to see him and all. And I was supposed to go for th event with van but I lost my mood for that and I'M SO SORRY VAN. Really, truly am sorry ok. I owe you one! :(

My period played a part. 2nd day somemore. Best righttttttttt :/ and I even wore my I ♥ MJ tank today all prepped for th event. Rah. Suckz ballz.

Anyhoo, I enjoyed today even though it was 3 hours(?), it was fun :) hope you'll come by tmrw love, miss you!

OMG I AM SO SO HAPPY! I FEEL LIKE I CAN KEEP BOUNCING ALL MY LIFEEEEEEE ^^

I just went on a no-expense "shopping trip" :) to my mummy's closet that is. All her clothing from young, oh god, they aren't tacky at all! They are super chio!! ahahahahaha and I picked up 6 handbags, vintage super chio shoes, an authentic LV wallet & PRADA handbag. I'm th happiest girl in th whole wide world right now, I definitely am.

& I'm not even done "shopping" >:)

I feel so happy today! Oh, and th shopping trip isn't th only thing that made me happy. Well, I was on my way to popular @ cwp to pick up a book with mummy. And omg guess what. I met Russell Lee! :) YAY. hahahahaha ok I may sound silly and all, but hey, I like his books(even though th stories are made up) & he is mysterious, which makes it all better :)

I got an autograph and he said I look COOL k! HAHAHHAHAA. WUV HIM ^^ and I took a picture with him!!

Ok, I looked hideous coz I was surrounded by people & was like naturally nervous coz I MET HIM. & I totally forgot how to smile. And yes, I was in home clothes. How was I to know! :/

Cool kkkkkkkkkkkkkthnxbai.

Time to start resting

So it's th start of th weekend now. TGIF :) iamsosleepdeprived. I have taken three after-school days just t catch up on my lack of sleep! THREE DAYS. And it's not enough. Nono.

Damn, I've been really messed up in my head these past few days. Sigh, I don't know why either. Feeling rather apathetic but very vexed at th same time. Whywhywhy :( I want t be happy again. Like, really REALLY happy man. Just laughing all th time, and this happy period only happened once(as far as I can recall) which was i think, only from th second week of may to third week of june?

Sigh. All good things will def come to an end, like they say. lanjiaoz :/ hahhahaa (lol im laughing at my choice of shit words). I want t get it ALL back. Nownownow, I so expected all this shitz. But, ilystill. :)

P.S: Can't wait to win money from th 3 events. Hohoho. Money come to meeeee. Rofl, money hungry me C:

My hp's being a bitch again!!! Like this is th second time it's doing this t me. Ugh. So pissed. There is no connection within th phoneline and company or sth!! Rah. I was just about t send a text t my tuition teacher and baby! >:( and idk how long it's gg t take t clear this shit! Stupid shitz.

Anyway, about today, everyone knows about it, and a small thing shook th whole school up. Damn, actually I feel that PL girls arent that heartless afterall! Everyone's feeling it, and I guess it's a good thing right? But oh well, too many shocks this week alrdy. MJ's thing still gg on and everything. Sigh, why make it worse God? :/

I prayed twice today, better than other days(hey i'm not christian&i'm not really into praying, but I do once in awhile) and I prayed for quite alot of people. And I really hope that we all can see th rainbow and sunshine, after th rain. :) smile k! Dont be gloomy :)

OK. Enough about unhappy stuff. I lost 4 kg man! Whoaaaaaa, I cant believe it I swear and hahahahhahaa im damn happy about it ^^ and no i'm not gg on a diet or anything. Counted th number of school days left and came up with 92. 3 months? And exactly 30 school days t th next exam :/ cant wait to graduate man. I wna get out of this shithole, and I mean PL. Really.

Saw Mario today, hahahhaha looks so different! It's funny how people can change in many ways in a couple of days/weeks etc. That's one thing that makes life interesting!

Ugh, phone still having concussion, damn annoyeddddddddddddd.