28 May, 2011


Watched POTC 4 with Jordan earlier, it was good, but in a funny way - senseless. I love spending every second with him <3 he's awesome.

Something ruined my mood at the end of the day though, I really wonder when any of that will stop. I hope soon.

Going to the Zoo tmrw with my boy anyway, I'm happy about that! Also because he'll be back by my side (: awesome, night!

24 May, 2011

J <3

No :(

God, don't let Jordan go to Taiwan for 3 weeks, please? :(
I will study so fucking hard.
I don't want him you to go :(

22 May, 2011

Miracle.

My boy just read out the letter he wrote to me. Moved me to tears :(
I certainly believe in miracles now

I'm very afraid of the future, I cannot lose you.



There is no combination of words I could put on the back of a postcard
No song that I could sing, but I can try for your heart
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a, shoebox of photographs
With sepiatone loving
Love is the answer,
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
Sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing, it's always better when we're together

Mmm, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, we'll look at the stars when we're together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

And all of these moments
Just might find their way into my dreams tonight
But I know that they'll be gone
When the morning light sings
And brings new things
For tomorrow night you see
That they'll be gone too
Too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find their way
Into my day to day scene
I'd be under the impression
I was somewhere in between
With only two
Just me and you
Not so many things we got to do
Or places we got to be
We'll sit beneath the mango tree now

It's always better when we're together
Mmm, we're somewhere in between together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

Mmm, mmm, mmm

I believe in memories
They look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when I wake up,
You look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time,
And there is no, no song I could sing
And there is no, combination of words I could say
But I will still tell you one thing
We're better together.

I miss you really, and am super bored :(

Aquarius and a Scorpio Zodiac Sign
You two make a tempestuous duo because of your differing values and approaches to life and love. One may want to delve into emotional issues fully, while the other would rather a volley of ideas and opinions. Your differences may be the magnet that draws you together.

Scorpio and an Aquarius Zodiac Sign
This dynamic duo can fuel a rather tempestuous relationship, with both partners vying for the upper hand. It can be a push-pull union that takes much work to sustain, but the sexual dynamism makes it all worth the effort. There is nothing dull here.

Scorpio Woman and Aquarius Man Love Compatibility

Problems will arise between the two when Scorpio woman tries to bind Aquarius man from his freedom, something he feels is his given right to have. He will rebel against these ties and hurt her feelings. She will, in turn, show anger, jealousy and rage and even go along through life as if he doesn’t even exist. She will draw her feelings back and hide them deep within her and appear to not care as to whether he does what he wants to do or not. To break the intensity between them, Aquarius man will have to step up and do so. If he can turn back toward Scorpio woman in hopes she has learned to deal with his freedom issues, he’ll be able to help her in making amends, however if not, there will be the issues of him losing his self control. She may appear to be composed toward him on the outside, but deep within her anger still rages on. Without proper communication, they will not be able to come to terms with the problems that arise in this aspect.

In a mutual bond between the two, they can each learn from the other one. Aquarius man’s weaknesses are Scorpio woman’s strengths as her weaknesses are his strengths. He can teach her to be a bit more free and not such a stickler when it comes to putting her foot down with suspicion and possessiveness. She, in turn, can show him a bit more self control when it comes to losing his cool. What happens in the end is as unpredictable as the future.

TRUE

Relationship Compatibilities

#Scoripio - #Aquarius :
Given their likes and dislikes, as well as their similarities versus what differs between them, a relationship that involves a Scorpio and an Aquarius will definitely be dynamic and it will more than likely be quite interesting and vibrant. The final outcome of such a bond is actually quite unpredictable.

heehee :)

#Aquarius - #Scorpio: In all aspects of this relationship, Scorpio can teach Aquarius the tactics of self control and discipline and Aquarius can return the favor in teaching Scorpio the ability to let things go and not hold such a grudge on everyone who crosses them. Scorpio often gets angry and will keep that anger on the person who crosses them. However, Aquarius isn’t always so tactful but when they do get angry, it comes in a frenzied attack so some of Scorpion’s self control will come in quite handy in this situation. In the monetary world, Scorpio is quite cautious with their buck. This will be good for Aquarius since they won’t even remember if they got that buck to spend or if they have already spent it.

I'm bored really :(

#Scorpio : To handle a scorpio, the romantic partner must be clever and willful, and strong enough to make scorpio own up to the little manipulation games that g on. The reward for all this work is the most satisfying sex life imaginable.

#Aquarius : To keep an Aquarius, the partner must be alert and intellectually stimulating. It's hard for an aquarian to tolerate a person who is so irrational and insecure that they would think their feelings matter.
#Scorpio&Aquarius: This surprisingly good match is based on the ability both signs have to remain focused on their goals and stand their respective ground in any argument.

OMG AND I THOUGHT WE WERE JUST OPPOSITES.

#Aquarius Lover : They love to give pleasure, in keeping with their altruistic and philanthropic spirit. They also tend to seek agreement in your friendly and harmonious way, a real boon in the give and take of partnership. Aquarius also adore vulnerability in a lover. They need a companion who can help them get in touch with their innermost feelings and teach them to put the analyzing aside.

#Scorpio Lover : In a relationship a scorpio likes to be in charge, and you convey it right from the start. This can make for an interesting and dynamic relationship. A scorpio is clear when they want the absolute best where romance is concerned. Any relationship, which gives a scorpio the sense of power, wins hands down. A scorpio has a steely determination and a strong sense of what they really want. They are quick in finding the right lover, and this makes life very easy for them. As long as a scorpio win, there is harmony in the relationship. [not true ):]
Baby, I don't know if you'll read my blog but if you do...

Aquarius-Pisces Cusp sign ( Feb 18 - Feb 22)
"Aquarius-Pisces is compassionate, imaginative and sympathetic to others. They set goals, but they may procrastinate or be so disorganized that they create their own obstacles. They may be eccentric and offbeat, but they are definitely original. They are often multi-talented and feel the need to change the world. This may be difficult since they can be painfully shy. They are sometimes blessed with incredible musical abilities.

Aquarius-Pisces likes to socialize. Being with others helps them relieve stress and anxiety. They love water activities. They are flirtatious and romantic, and they genuinely care for others. Their compassion is all-encompassing. They have a unique angle on the world that others just don't see.

Aquarius-Pisces is a natural psychic. If they don't get support for this at an early age, they will shut it down and pretend it doesn't exist. It may be difficult for them to open up to others once they realize they see things differently because they don't want to be ridiculed.

The Cusp of Sensitivity is known for tolerance, sensitivity, uniqueness, talent, artistic merit, emotions, practicality, dreaming, sensuality, idealism, flirtatiousness, pride, loyalty, romance, compassion, sympathy and imagination. They may also be pessimistic, hyper-sensitive, moody, secretive, impatient, stubborn, aloof, cold and quarrelsome.

Some would call Aquarius-Pisces cusp a bit peculiar. They like luxury, and this desire may keep them in the day to day world enough to keep their business obligations. Their kind nature can make them overbook their time, trying to oblige everyone; then when they forget an engagement, they let people down. While they can exaggerate their accomplishments, they often decline telling about their failures or troubles. They love their freedom, and their dreaminess can lead to spiritual depth and insight. They may be responsible for amazing creative works. People are attracted to them, and in well balanced circumstances, they enjoy travel as well as delving into science or religion.

Heehee :)

21 May, 2011

Today is a FUCKED UP day.

Everything went wrong. EVERYTHING.
1. Attacked by 1 cat, 1 rat, 3 cockroaches, 1 fly, 2 stray dogs, 1 wasp. (Shuyi and I)
2. Didn't wake up in time to pick my boy up from camp.
3. Our plans for dinner got ruined by his parents :/
4. My BB hot key came out.
5. Another fucking roach appeared and jumped onto my bed.

Hate today.
But, I love how Jordan and I love each other so much <3

20 May, 2011

Picked my boy up from camp today :) he had 4 hours of "Night out" :) we spent it fairly good.
Army took him away from me AGAIN though :( PLEASE JORDAN'S INSTRUCTOR, DON'T GIVE HIM EXTRA ):

19 May, 2011

I've been wandering around the house all night,
wondering what the hell to do.
Yeah, I'm trying to concentrate, but all I can think of is you.
Well the phone don't ring 'cause my friends ain't home,
I'm tired of being all alone.
Got the tv on 'cause the radio's playing
songs that remind me of you.

Baby when you're gone, I realize I'm in love.
Days go on and on, and the nights just seem so long.
Even food don't taste that good, drink ain't doing what it should.
Things just feel so wrong, baby when you're gone.

I keep driving up and down these streets,
trying to find somewhere to go.
Yeah I'm looking for a familiar face,
but there's no one I know.
Oh, this is torture, this is pain,
it feels like I'm gonna go insane.
I hope you're coming back real soon,
'cause I don't know what to do.

Baby when you're gone, I realize I'm in love.
Days go on and on, and the nights just seem so long.
Even food don't taste that good, drink ain't doing what it should.
Things just feel so wrong, baby when you're gone.

I love you, Jordan :):):):)

18 May, 2011




J♥rdan
He may have his flaws, but I love him all the same.
The amount of love I have for him does not fluctuate.

Jordan Goh Yong Chun is the Best I Ever Had.

17 May, 2011

Disappointment

Neglected this blog for a while till I saw his, I just had to post something up.

So now I'm living the dream however, he picked up smoking and it feels somewhat like a catastrophe.

Disappointed. I really am. I care but it's not up to me ultimately.

I've grown too numb to all this acts of disappointment. It either gets better or worse. We're not even 1:Eternity of the way there yet.

Ciao.