Ok I got this from FLB & this is exactly how I feel. You'll never understand. And all th time before I sleep, I lay in bed, and think about what we once shared.
1. Th spooky shitz, th time when we just sat together on my bed watching ghost vids, and one just popped out at us and I shrieked and teared, you wiped away my tears for me... :)
2. Our first few shy kisses(haha). You were shy but just took initiative th whole time, dived in but I backed away quick! hahaha. Finally lost to you coz you cornered my head while we were sitting down..... :) oh damnnnnnnn.
3. Th first time you stayed over at my house, but had to sleep in separate rooms coz of conservative parentz. Hahahaha. Once they left for work&shut th heavy front door, I just went over to your room and jumped into your arms. But we went back to my coldcold room to sleep&snuggle in bed together :)
4. This day I woke up to numerous annoying callz on my hp and simply ignored them thinking that they'd stop. But they didn't. You called me 30+ times on my hp&house phone to get me to wake up with a few text msgs too. Turns out you were at my doorstep @ 7.10am to surprise me&too to make up for sth (; that was so sweettttttt.
5. You wanted me to change my fb name to Rachel Broke Bells to show our relationship. Hahaha. That was cool.
6. Our first date to OCH. We went there on a long bus ride as 2 friends-almost-lovers people, came back already lying on each other's shoulder/head on th ride :) so nice. Remember th gay dude we met @ cheers?
7. Remember th BBP? One song played everytime we talked? Our "little secret"? And kiss me thru th phone? Haha. All etched into my mind k. There are so much more, but these few are what's most memorable to me.
Maybe I'll update on those. I wna keep a list of what I rmb. And it's not that I have to, but it's more of a "Want" to thing. I want to keep it as a memory. And I'm not a dumbfoolishfuck for doing it k.
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